I’m trying my hardest to get over you. I’ve met incredible people, people who shouldn’t have to be pushed away for being nothing but true to me. But I can’t help it. It’s like my heart is blocking them off because it’s not the right type of medicine that I need. I don’t want to need you anymore, I don’t want to miss you. I’ve become cold without you. Why did you do that to me? What did I do to deserve this? You’re in my thought, every day, no matter how hard I try and take you out of them. Help me. The lump in my throat is becoming bigger and my heart is becoming weaker. I can’t do this anymore. 

“Come around and say you love me. Hang your heart in lights above me. Is that too much to ask for?”